what can i say...either you like it or you dontTuesday, November 2, 200410:41PM - wow... its amazingIt's amazing how fast you can fall in love with someone...literally i absolutley love Justin, with all of my heart. I dont know what it is about him...actually, it's everything about him. He is such an amazing person, especially to me, he treats me better than i ever thought i could be treated. I just love him. I dont think weve spent a day apart within the last month or so, if we did i would probably go crazy. I am going crazy right now and i've only been without him for about an hour and a half!!!!! I just love him soooooooooooooo much and i hope he knows that Current mood:  i miss himCurrent music: joe- i wanna know Wednesday, October 20, 20049:23PM - i think im almost in loveSeriously i really do think i love this kid. Tongiht i informed Justin that we are going out!!!!!..lol I couldn't imagine spending a day without him. When im not wiht him i can't stop thinking abotu him.... i dont know what i am going to do about this weekend because i think the only day i am going to be able to see him is Friday after i get outta work! I already miss him. Tonight he told me that he sees us together for a very long time!AWW..... i miss him right now:( When T-DUBBS and i graduate from high school we are moving down to FLorida with him!!!! Current mood:  lovedCurrent music: eminem--- just lose it Tuesday, October 5, 20048:55PM - hmmwell... Saturday was Homecoming..... quite amusing, i went with Jeff, of course. Turns out he doesnt even like me or so Sarah and Brad say. I guess its kinda a good thing though because he is still toooo caught up in Ashley and if we were to dat ei dont want to get caught up in all that shit. To much damn stress and drama. I've already got enough of that shit in my life......lol...but yeah i hope Daved does break up with his girlfriend soon because i've had a crush on that kid ever since i started at the beach house and he is pretty hot!! OMG.......... i absolutley love GRIM!!!!!!!!! i love that kid, Justin too. TONI WHAT DO I DO??????? Current mood:  i wishCurrent music: tbs Sunday, September 12, 20048:23PM - wow what a great weekendI had quite an interesting weekend.... On friday Sarah and i spent 55 bucks in booze, then Sarah, toni brad jeff jesse and i all went back to Sarahs house because her rents were gone for the night and at the beginning of the night Brad and i were going to hook up and jeff was going to take sarah, but it ended out the total opposite sarah and brad hooked up and jeff and i hooked up... jeff is such a sweetheart and he is really hott and he has a sexy body. Then last night all of us went to tonis house and at first jeff and i were cuddling on the couch, and sarah and brad were on the floor, we were watching a movie and i fell asleep becase the night before i didnt get any sleep and i had just gotten outta work, wel li fell asleep and everyone was making fun of me... then we went out to the garage to listen to music and thas when i got trashed, and we went back into tonis house and of course jeff and i got the couch and we ended up kissing and cuddling the whole night.... it was fun. Well when i woke up i was puking and felt like hell so jeff took care of me and so did toni!!!!gotta love her, jeff kept putting his arm around me and kissing my forehead, and he is just soo sweet Tuesday, September 7, 20049:06PM - I don't understand why.....I really don't think people realize how much they hold when someone likes them, i mean i've been hurt more than you can count when it comes to guys...... and i always fucking blame it on myself, even though i know it isn't my fault. A great example of this is David, he was such the charmer when we first started talk and i instantly liked him, then all of his friends would start to tell me hes a player, he cheats, and my Best friend sarah's boyfriend, one of his best friends told me i shouldnt get myself caught up in him because i would just get hurt, guess what i didnt listen to him and i ended up getting hurt!!!! Current mood:  crushedCurrent music: Maroon five...... she will be loved 9:00PM - Things are just GREAT!!!!!Yeah, things aren't great.... things at home are once again shitty, like always. I mean damn why do my parent have to be soo shitty towards me? I mean damn seriously i have a pretty shitty life that not a lot of people know about, my closest friends and thats about it. The more and more i think about the more i realize i dont want to me living here. I can't take it!!!!!!! My mom , my sister, and my dad are all driving me insane and i am going to fucking explode or something if i hold it in anymore, and toni is the only one i can really vent this all too because she is going through some hard times at her house. It just drives me crazy how shitty my rents are! Thursday, September 2, 20044:51PM - AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!Lol... today was crazy. I had fun though. Im a little bumbed out that Jen is leaving work:( i love her, she is awesome! Today i though BD was going to kick JB's ass!! It was quite funny, TW is trying to get me to say i like him, i dont know i mean he is a sweet heart and all but i dont know. I dont think i liek him like that, he is just a cool guy to hang out with. I dont know what to do though because i have a cruch on BM and BB they are both extremely hott!!!! Current mood: giddyCurrent music: 311 Wednesday, September 1, 20049:32PM - i need helpI dont know what to do becasue "DR" is being a jerk and i think he is cheating on me. Well we arent going out but we have been talking for aout 21/2 months so its pretty much the same thing. My friend mindy is getting ticked off at me because i left her sweater at "DR"s place and she wants it back but i havent talked to him for a few days. Its just a crappy situation im in! BM is hott though so is BB..... they are both hott, JB has a crush on me and i dont know what to do!!!!!!! Current mood:  confusedCurrent music: 311!!! |
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